i am walking in an endless road without any directions to follow...

I am spending summer just like the way it is, being dead bored and all that.

Aw, shucks, it's practically killing me. I cannot think of anything to do.

I miss best so much!

I miss bespren so much too!

He hasn't shown up for days now and I wanted to talk to him about something... I guess his mum didn't allow him to go out. He got home by ten o'clock and all that because of that stupid game.

Honestly, I do not approve of his habit. Sure, since it's summer, he can play for all he cares, but coming home late like ten in the evening is unreasonable. I'd be infuriated if i was his mum. Haha. I guess his mum already recognizes me, she kept calling me at the stage and left a message for dong.

He's really driving me up the wall~! Why can't he act more responsible! Why, I myself would not want my mother to worry about me that much. The thing is, I'm worrying about the freak, too! EEEEEh...

Waaa...I just want to go back in time, back when I haven't said anything else...back when he didn't call me his best friend, back when I didn't slap his hand just yet...back when I haven't met him, back when my life wasn't this complicated...back when I didn't know anybody whose name is Dong.

Or maybe, back when he didn't give any crap about me...

Or maybe even better, back when we were simple friends...

Back to the time that we were both smiling at the picture because of Elena's cam without any friggin' care to the world.

Back to when he always seated beside me.

Back to...back...when I didn't say I like him.

I have so many regrets to last me a lifetime...

If I could just turn back time...