okay, so for my very own pleasure, i'll continue writing my entry..

so there, the three mums were having a blast talking about their son and daughters.. geez.. dong's mom told nay, "bakit wala kang plaka?" "aba'y iisang panhik lang naman si xerez eh! pag nakalima ay sige!" "aah..yaan mo, next year, papagawa na tayo!" "oo nga, tatawagin kita, tatawagin mo naman ako!" *the three laughed*..."hay, buti pa naman yang si Xerez, namemaintain ang kanyang place, samantalang si dong!" "eh, nag-aaral naman kahit papaano.." "kaya nga pag tinatanong ko xa, halimbawa, 'o, bakit si xerez, andon pa rin, e magkaklase pa naman kayo dati pa!' 'ma, nag-aaral naman un!' 'bakit ikaw, di ka ba nagaaral!?' 'nagaaral!'"..."buti pa yang si xerez, nag-aaral, samantalang iyon! haynakoh! naglaro na ng naglaro!" "aah..mukha ngang singgahin.." "singgahin tlaga!" "aah, batang-isip pa ata" "haynaku! sinabi mo pa!" "kaya ako, wala munang pa-bf-bf yan e!" "anlahuy, kahet magka-gf pa yang anak ko, babarinuhin lang niya yun hanggang sa xa na ang humiwlay!"..."lumaro na nang lumaro, haynaku, sa susunod na taon, babantayan ko yan sa tapat ng lc! magdadala ako ng diaper!" "haha! lalong lalayo yan sa iyo!"..."magrereview baga si xerez!?" "anla'y hindi na, gawa ng tuturuan ko nalang iyon..." "ah, eh si dong, sus, hindi na iyon mag-aaral! ieenroll ko na nga sa review masters eh!"..." aba'y baka masita na tayo ng principal sa ingay nating ito!"..."kita mo ngang naglalakad yan nang ____!"

hihihi..it was so hilarious..i knew it.. mum told me, "aba'y ang ama ni robyelos, kumamay na nang kumamay, ang nanay naman ni pestijo, humagikgik na nang humagikgik doon sa likod! pinapahid na talaga ang mga magulang na?nagpapaaral sa lc!"

haha! so then, when we get to uhm,?take our pictures, i called my mum to borrow the camera and i was screaming "NAY!" like heck and so...and his mum smiled at me! hihih! nyaddaaaa..we took the pictures, and we did the oishi stuff, finally..hihi.. so there, we bid each other goodbyes, i hugged bespren and so on and so?forth, and i bid goodbye to his mum.. his mum was fretting again..haha! well, then, before we lose sight of each other, we bid goodbye to each other again.^^((awww...i'll miss the guy..")) then, we got to MAx's and ate!

pita came in! nyahaha! they ate there! soon came gianna, elena, jennie and ferlyn! zarina and dianne came in too! we took the pictures and then bid goodbye once again! haha!

mum told me all about the conversation..hyup, i thought they weren't talking to each other, god knows they were having fun..haha! they're so funny..XD

well...when i get to hear their conversation..

i was terribly fascinated...

the bespren i called insensitive was so immature, his mom is condemning him about it.. he was so funny..

i dunno, but i really felt closer to him than before... even without me actually hearing how the conversation went...

he was so true to himself...what he told me were true...how stupid of me not to believe him.. i'm just so selfish that i want him to be always with me..he's just a kid.. i am just a kid...? about how he treasures me as his best friend, about how he trusts me and supports me.. about enjoying spending time with me... about everything.. he's so kind for someone so selfish as i am... i just want to think that i maybe worthy of his time..but what i showed him proves i am not.. well... i do have another chance.. a ten-month chance! ^^ i'll make it up for you, i promise!

i just love you so much that sometimes, i use our relationship as an excuse to keep you all to myself!

*sigh* maybe i'm unworthy of being your bestfriend..

i hope you can forgive me

sorry for all the lamest, stupidest things i've done and thought...

you're the best guy there is...

i don't think i can find someone better than you are..

even though my feelings will go away..

i will try my best and be friends with you..

even until the end...

i know that i maybe using our friendship as an excuse to be near you..

i'll stop that..

i promise that..

i want to be near you NOW because you are my bestfriend..

NOW because i am your bestfriend..

i'll try and support you all the way...

i'll try not to be stupid at times...

i'm so sorry..

i wish you can forgive me...

i know you don't get mad..

but i know that what i did was wrong...

so...

SORRY.

~thank you...^^

for always being there for me..

for trying your best to make this friendship work out..

for trying to be close to me..

for liking me for who i am..

for containing your patience with me..

for being the DONG that you are..

~THANK YOU