Well, the wedding ended as normally as it could, though it only took about uhh, an hour!? yea, pretty short, but i guess it was good. they were all crying, even the minister wus crying..and gosh, i was the only one in the front whose eyes were twitching like mad..XD...

anyway, rocelyn, a new friend and her lot were quite friendly so i guess it didn't take me to have a hard time adjusting with them...ahaha..and they were asking for pictures and all that stuff and one of the uhh..person uh companion whatever told me that it was his first time seeing a beautiful girl...whut?! hahaha! anyway, i didn't mind them, they were really nice..^^

i saw teh stupid diagnostic test and i know now i STUPID i am. i mean, i do not know any, SINGLE THING...oh for crap's sake. i only told best about it, and since you people do not know me, then i think it is perfectly alright..oh bother. really..i just do not know how i am supposed to answer if i do not know any friggin' thing! T_______T waaaa..i'm not being sarcastic nor exaggerated, hell, even if it hurts, i am so telling the truth...i feel so stupid,i do not even know how percentages and investments and all those crap are supposed to be solved! how else am i ever goin' tuh survive for more than twenty years?!

sigh..i really feel so stupid...i feel so low...i obtained the ninth honors in our school and i do not know how to do simple mathematical equations! AARRR~! i really do not deserve those crappy awards! i knew it! right then and there, i never did! inside deep in my heart, i know i didn't deserve them!!!AAACk..

so there, i'm planning on taking this review thing with mum SERIOUSLY as in SERIOUSLY. i'll sponge out every thing! i'll eat them if i have to! i want to pass UPCAT so badly! if i don't even if i did all i can maybe i won't get over it for a couple of weeks then i'll accept fate that i maybe not destined to be schooling there! okay! okay, for the meantime, i'll eat and read and watch and surf until mum gathers my guts and review me! I CAN DO THIS! I KNOW I CAN!

i'll do this. I HAVE TO.

GO TSEWET!

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