YAAATTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!

i spent the whole day with best again! oh, so very happy again! haha! she told me all about LA..how she'd met that humongous mickey mouse and...and ohoho..the *bleeeep* and the*bleeeep* and lotsa other *bleeeeeps!* hahahah!! it was so fun! and for the first time, i opened up with any hesitation or denying the fact that..that i like the...the very buko person! haha!! and so, i began to ask so many things and she did, too...you know, swinging isn't really boring, if you had your bestfriend with you..XP! so happy! happy! nuthin' can ruin this day! I SAY NOTHING!

ehm, never mind my once again abnormal behavior..^^ i'm so happy i'm itching to jump!^^

anyway, as i've said, that person i was talking about began to like me eventhough i have been trying my very best to be MATARAY. and he is the living proof that i miserably failed! dud! i told him every other form of snobbing him, even attacking his personal features and what does he say, "NATUTUWA AKO SA IYO"!!? oh dear, i need more and more training! "so i am not looking forward onto meeting you, cause i dun wanna believe in monsters anyway. you said so yourself.","so now i find myself as a messenger, honestly","ewan ko sayo"...and he says such a very lovely mark of my attempts on being snobby with a failing E saying he's growing fond of me. SAVE MEEEEEEEEE!!! i told myself, "he'd better be CUTE to be all worth this waste of time." GAD...i've never met any human being resembling a BUMBLEBEE or even a COCKROACH in terms of his raving personality. and best has been talking about *bleep's* cousin and told me that i can change him..geez....maybe..maybe..if i ever find someone that could make me forget about dong...or..or..not really make me forget..you know...that i can totally drive all my attention to him eventhough we remain bestfriends...maybe he's really a something for me...but..i don't want to think that way just yet..i can still meet up loads of guys..once the wise "bleep" said,  "hold on.." ewan, tagalugin na nga at ang hirap! humawak daw ako, kung may hahawakan pa daw ako...

what i wouldn't give to have something to hold on to...

*sigh*

what i wouldn't give to make me stop talking this stupid...