i think i'm getting really psycho..

i just hate thinking, it makes me kind of..weird..

jesus, i was thinking of killing, or having split personalities and having to kill somebody unknowingly.

and now i am getting scared.

what if i grow up like that..

oh my..

all i know right now is that i won't ever ever read any suspense books..i get too engrossed that it is no more right..oh my god.

i need a psychologist for this kind of work, but i can't afford one..oh gooosh...

help!

i'm really scared..of myself..oh god.