A year ago I was a very sad person, and I didn't actually know why. Maybe it is because of the insecurity that the people around me have a reason to be sad, that is why I created one to be sad as well. I quote;

"The lie i do is when i smile. Mostly, i smile because i am happy. But there are times that my smile would be noticeable that it's practically fake. I am generally a happy person, i admit. But what kind of person wouldn't have sadness clinging by the sides of your intolerable brain...?! i really hate it. I am sad too. I don't know what to think anymore, and i honestly hate it."

Overly dramatic, I daresay. How did my brain ever generate such a convincingly corny phrase?!

I am happy right now. Well, of course, as I've said, I get these moments when I get melodramatic, but I am generally happy right now. I am against these emo whatevers for an excuse for teenagers to act cold and dark. I hate being so touchy about things that are not worth the fuss. Not that I deny that I once liked being dark and emotional, but sheesh. They still have to wake up as fast as possible.

Right now, I am happy with my family and my friends. I get the sudden uplifting feeling after praying. I think I am growing closer to God, though still not a very good progress. I am happy because of the comfort and laughter my friends and newer friends give me. Though we are still in the stage when we still need to get to know each other better, it is still as fun. Ferlyn! ^^ She manages to make me laugh out of the blue. She's uber fantastic, I feel like I can easily be myself when I am with her, and the comfort she gives me, uber unique! XP And Ella!She's just one of the most trustworthy people in the entire universe. Though we don't get to be together like the way we used to back then, we still are bestfriends! I love her so much! And my family!! Oh how they manage to keep their sanities by taking care of me. My Tatay! My Nanay! My siblings! Though far, I feel like we are always beside each other, and I am happy. Their support, their care and their love are responsible to my being here. *sigh* I LOVE YOU!!!!

I do not mean to laugh at myself a year back then, because I would've hated that. But the thing that i like most about it, is that, I HAVE CHANGED INTO A MORE SATISFIED AND HAPPIER PERSON. *sigh*

I LOVE GOD, I LOVE MY FAMILY AND I LOVE MY FRIENDS. ^^