It is only in this point when I started not to doubt my friend, that I begin to be right.

Ah, and my suspicions ((in which was eventually shrugged off after I wrote "Oh no.")) were perfectly perfect. Hah. Knew it. Though at first I didn't actually think that she's actually fallen for him, let's just say, it is a woman's intuition to predict these weirdo predicaments.

You know perfectly well what I am talking about ((which of course isn't true..if it is, I would be freaking out right now)), and I suppose you must have raised your left brow in the doubt whether I am all right about all these. Actually I am. I just got surprised. I didn't really expect any of these to happen. But the weird thing is, when she shouted his name, it's like it entered the right ear and off the echo goes to the left.XP I actually didn't care, I just smirked. WOAH! *clappers!*

I am speaking of the truth. I do not act like everything's all right when it is not((at least not now)), and well, I am happy to report that I am all right.

Okay, that right brow of yours is arching up.

Why am I making such a big deal about being all right?

I cannot deny the fact that I felt something back then, but I cannot deny the fact that I did change. I am happy, that I get to know him better, that he gets to know me better as well, but as best friends. Actually, at first, I did feel quite sad, thinking that nothing would grow any further from this relationship, but as time flew by, ((refer to "Othello")) I got over it. Ah, maybe we are just friends and are meant to stay like that. And you know what? I am so happy arriving to that conclusion!

I am acting quite odd this afternoon, and it's not about being mad and all that crap I would've felt if I were myself back in junior high, it's just that I was just very, very shocked. Of all the people, it was her. Though if I were just a distant friend, I would've expected it sooner or later. But we've been together and she is one of the closest friends I've got. I learned to trust her words, and I did. But she kind of lied, and I understand that. Actually, that was long ago, but the thing is I dared not to further question about her and him. I figured it out. I just have to ask her in a straight question, then I will no longer ask if I was given an honest answer. It is up to her if she wants me to end up believing in lies or the plain truth. And because she is my friend, I knew she wanted me to know the truth. That is why I didn't doubt her anymore.

As a normal senior highschool, I got excited about how it all happened, begging to her knees to tell me some details and how the heck did she ever arrive at such a jaw-dropping assumption. It surprised me that I actually acted like a friend, and not a friggin' green-eyed monster as I once were.

*Teardrop*

I am so proud of you, Tsewet. You have moved on!