Since it IS February and all, and girls just CAN'T help being giggly about it, I guess I'd have to face the fact that I have to be like them,too!XD

I do admit, I am a bit excited. Not for our second long exams for NASC4, but what will happen. I don't know why I'm making such a big fuss about it (along with everybody else) and going all giddy and YIKES, this IS the single's dreaded time of the year! Anyway, my roommates and I already have something planned to celebrate that, though one of them isn't single. It's so funny, we'll buy each other roses and write a goofed up love letter from our crushes. We're so hilarious! Valentine's will just be any other day, girls are just a bit too excited this time of year, that's the difference. I want that kind of excitement, too, but the thing is, there's really nothing to expect. Don't worry, I am used to this, for the last 16 valentine's day.xDD

I don't know what's with the title, I just read from a friend a blog entry about her first love. I don't think I have one. I don't even know what that is. I did have my first crush back in first grade when he shouted at me and told me that I look like a monkey. That caused me to wail so badly my teacher got hysterical because I can't tell her that I was crying just because someone called me a monkey. I was a very cute girl back then! How dare he!

Then I had a lot of crushes that followed after, I just don't know if they were "love" and whatever. I did love this person a lot, too. It's stupid to bring it up again and again even though it's useless to expect anything. Unrequited love. Hilarious. It's still there and I hate it. GRAAAAAH~ my first love is UNREQUITED LOVE. How conventional. I guess it comes with the fact that we are close and all that I can't help myself. Yuck, this again?! Stop!

Maybe the thing with me blogging a lot in Multiply is because I feel like I can talk about other things, except about him, like here. Anyway, it has been long enough since I dissed this blog, so I'll try updating here sooner or later, just like what I'm doing now. XD