mah gosh...out of the MOST simplest things with concern of him, bring joy, fullfillment, happiness, completeness, annoyance, anger, stupidity, cloud nines, sadness...ever consider melancholy?!

it really beats the crap out of me...i hate being infatuated for sooo many reasons..one...i do not love him. I DUN KNOW LOVE anyway...and who does?! DARN IT.

anyway...everythings...been drawing me to pluto from earth...wait...what if i dun really live in earth! 0_0! GAD! what if we really do live in MArs!? what if we were the aliens the martians would want to study about that is why they make expeditions towards this hell of a planet! ooooohh...this can be incredibly interesting, really. watching everything turn upside down from what you believed it from before really makes your head rotate by means of 180 degrees...can you do that?~ i'll watch you, and call the guiness world book of records headquarters so your efforts won't be wasted!

ooookay...i have written a yard away from the topic...sorry about that. what i mean about the last paragraph, everytime i consider thinking about him, i always am in a trance...like..."HULLO! am i still there!?"

gassssshhh..everythng is made out of gas, right!? the atmosphere is really made of plasma, but we don't know it... water is out of air, but we do not have enough technology to prove it..and of course, a part of air is solid...can't you see it!? then you are blind, eventhough you can see properly! wheeeee..can't you see such amazing knowledge and info being in love brings!

for the last crap, i am not in love..

i know i am just being infatuated, thanks to him...

so, this would obviously result to my feeling of hating him...so bad i want to suck his blood...and kill him, tear him into the littlest of pieces and trash him!!!!

ahhhh..pleasure my intolerable brings...

i am such a genius, thank you..

((bows in gratitude))