i am aware that you love someone else.

i know that you dun even like me for one bit.

but for a reason i dunno, it was always you that makes the pain bearable.

isn't it stupid?

i was always blaming you for the things i was stupid about.

for falling for you, for...always have been wanting you, for loving you even if it was wrong.

it's wrong to squeeze yourself to someone's life, right!?

and of course, there are thousands of girls you can simply handpick in this hell of a planet, so it is just questionable if you would miracuously pick me.

i'm ugly, i'm short, i am not even smart at those subjects you expertise on!

i am not worthy of being you friend, even, right?! because a friend would be someone you can be proud of, but what about me?!

i have no talents, i suck...

i cannot even be with you for a matter of seconds because you have so many people to think about, and i would be a bother.

so, that's how love is, eh?!

oh it's like crap!

i dun really like it, but it's always you that makes everything possible..

that i'd pass physics...or geometry...go through stuffs like these..getting to be accepted to the eliminations...

thanks for doing something you are not even aware of.

^_____^

hahah..and i love you.

you haven't the faintest idea.