please forgive the font for now... i am not entirely sure my eyes are still working properly as the way they should be...crap..i hate studying, it is honestly driving me insane, no really..i am not being plain sarcastic, but i am 99.8% positive that i have almost driven myself down to the brink of insanity...could it be possible that i'd be hanging out with the old "Mayda" by the time i'm 70... ? not that i am wishing for that...-__-

*sighs*

it's positive... i talked to myself, and yeah...as stupid as it may sound like, YEAH, THE HELL WITH IT.

I AM IN LOVE!

damn, damn, damn, damn...! i'd be willing to give up just everything just to feel his hand on my shoulders again! i do not want this, not ever! i am not ready! to be hurt, and again... gad, it's even causing my entries to sound so senseless...i mean, what is this, a love blog month!? DAMN!

i wanna die, i wanna die...naw, i dun wanna die...i wanna...live! live with no feelings at all! wheeee! there'd be no more pain...no more tears...

but if there weren't any pain, nor tears..would there be happiness, and laughter?

ah, the crap with consciences these days!

anyway, i guess the font is a lot better, i can see a lot clearer...

0_0...d'you think i would be getting glasses sooner!?

glasses dun suit me!!!

waaaaaahhh!!!

*bawls her eyes off*

now i dun need glasses...i have no eyes!

*runs off like a raving lunatic*

forgive me for now.