HIIIII there bloggie of mine!

hajime masashite!? *sighs* i was thinking of bringing up a topic, but oh, for the love of God, i can't think of anything suitable for my time's worth! so...uhmmm...can i bring up the topic again?! i mean, you're not tired of seeing it again...are you!?

wait...why am i even asking you!?

gaaahh...i am so driving myself up to the wall...with no typical crush to go running through my mind is pathetically driving me insane...i dunno why i can't find this situation suitable for me. i mean, heck, this is WAY much comfortable than that of having those squeky churns inside your tummy when you see him, and those sweating up you feel when he turns your way...how incredibly dumb you may act that he may think you have been drinking at fever pitch?

bah.

anyway, i am not saying i have moveD on, with that ogling D on the end...but i may say i am movING on...((you get my drift!?)).. one thing is for sure, i am not waking up feeling so stupid of myself anymore... besides, who is he to deserve my feelings, anyway!? he doesn't treat me right as his best friend, and i say i must be better off without him, right?!

RIGHT!

guys really ain't worth the fuss, but all i have is mah dear bloggie to rant about such things! if you guys are reading this, fugghedaboutit, it'll bore you too much to stay in your normal 37 degrees Celsius body...really... even i am getting tired hearing me ramble about these things, but i just need to let go!

so, that's about it...the next step would be if i try not having to always look at his way or get near him...whatever!!!

and try forgetting about the stupid memories or moments we shared, which were undeniably cheesy for me to even last reminiscing...PLAIN EEW.

dun worry, i'll write more of these, just to torture you guys more..

besides, "it's MY blog, not yours."