Being a single gal with frequent conversation with a former lover is not easy. Being in touch

with a childhood sweetheart is even harder. Aries was all i ever wished for and despite our

vast differences and heights, i secretly wished that he would be spontaneous. I ever dreamed

of him kidnapping me and pulled me away in a plane to a faraway land. This morning, he invited

me to Germany. My eyes were wide open and my jaw almost dropped. "You out of your mind?"

"No, no, i'm having a slight panic attack and i think the plane will explode", he said sounding worried.

"You asking me to board on an exploding plane?", i asked sheepishly. "Let's do it, it'll be fun. You, me

and Germany," he suggested. "No and no and stop giving me stupid ideas", i hang up.

Never ever secretly wished you wanna have something from a man. You just don't know what to do when

it's there in your face