I don't know what i'm running away from. Is it Aries, Virgo or my past? Aries wants a future with me while Virgo prepositioned "one last night".. Why can't men of my past just let me go and stop tormenting my mind? It's causing me distress and i have been loading myself with work. Relationship with my girlfriend is deteriorating and we are like a separated couple. She didn't come that often now and i don't even know where she's at. This is an ad revenue sharing blog.  Here i am sitting in an empty house,  a house which i once called home, alone and abandoned. It feels like a cell except that it's me who felt trapped. No one to love and no one loves me. The emptiness just keeps getting wider and wider. I wonder.... Will i be able to fill up this gap before i drown?