I had a long night of partying yesterday and i decided to take it very easy despite of the noise pollution. I didn't go deaf though, thank God.. As evening comes by, i am still lying on the bed, unshowered, unbrushed and still alone. The apartment seems so cold and extremely quiet. Looked through my CD collection while pouring myself a strong one. Light up a fag and groove to the music, this seems like the perfect way to end the evening after whole day of veg-out. By the fourth glass, i am feeling tipsy yet happy and then came an overseas call. "What are u doing, Orang?", Aries sternly asked. "Where are you? Drinking already?", he asked agressively. "What is it?', i boredly asked. I used to get excited whenever he called but today, i just wanna listen to some dirty jokes and not answering questions. "Listen, i'm at the jewellery's store and i saw this very nice ring. What is your ring size again?", he said calmly yet very rushed. I felt nervousness in his voice. "You mean my middle finger?", i asked him sarcastically. There was a long pause. "Zara, i like you very much and it's time you confess your love to me and i want to make you mine. Marry me or live with me or whatever you want."  I hang up the phone. I switched it off. I never expect "The question" to pop up.  I'm not ready to get married and we're too different. We want different things. I want a career and independence while he wants a wife and kids. The only solution right now is to stay away from him for a while. We can still hang out but if he pop the question again, i will leave his life for good.