huikssss, tajuk entry aku ari ini dah berbau2 cam entry blogger idols yg aku dok suka2 baca la plaks, muahahhahaha

okay, abaikan ajer ah. d 1st soulmate yg aku jumpa, yg really understand me without a word being said is farina (<> kat farina). peristiwa yg happened dalam bilik kuliah itu takkan kulupa. tuh ler d 1st time yg aku tersedar, we are thinking about d same thing. lepas tuh mudahlaa, nak umpat2 aku pandang dia, dia pandang aku, senyum2, gelak2, haaaaaaa dah umpat, muahahha

pehtu i met nob (another 1 of my bespren), ehehhe, nih slow2 laa kami in synch, tak ler abrupt macam ngan farina tuh. but still, sampai la nih kot jumpa, even tak jumpa 3 4 5 6 months, still buleh communicate without words, n her being my kaunter aduan always

then i met my ex, even through dunia2 cyber yg penuh tipu daya nih kan, strangely enough, aku terasa connection ngan dia. strangely enough, bila dia sakit, aku tau coz dada berdebo2 ajer. when dia tak makan2 sebab bz ngan projects, aku lak yg lapo (even baru jer setengah jam lampau melantak), bila dia happy aku pun happy. we liked d same thing. he was into many things yg aku suka. he knew things withoud me saying it out loud. after we broke up, aku memang sedey gler, coz aku rasa aku takkan jumpa another guy like him, but..

yup, i met budak itu plak. we really not that serupa sangat. cuma initially ler serupa. isk, bukan laa rupa serupa, ingat kitorang adik beradik ker? muahhahahha. what i mean is, mender2 main, mender2 core, our philosophy of life yg penting2 itu serupa. it's not like naim laaa. or like farina n nob for that matter

and, there's my scandal yg tak baper rahsia lagik tuh. ehehhehe, we are not close enough untuk aku kategorikan dia sebagai soulmate kelas berapa kan, but there's 1 time nih kat ofis, kitorang duk mengumpat2 dalam ati pasal sorang lagik member ofis. he rolled his eyes, aku senyum2 terseksa kat dia, muahahhaha, yup, buleh gaks baca hapa

and ada la lagik a few yg tak larat aku nak menaip sumer2 pasal mereka, so kasik 5 example cukup

errmm, persoalan kat sini, i always thought, being soulmate camnih laaa bagus kan? i always believe, untuk someone yg aku nak jalinkan relationship, harus2 laaa serupa la ngan aku nih. suka d same things, minat d same things, even aku pk, agak mustahil la gaks nak jumpa, but then d most important thing is dia kenala respect my interests

tapi, banyak plaks orang yg pk idakkkkkk. serupa itu boring. tak umphh. tak surprise dah. "there's nothing that i can look forward to" komen budak itu pada aku beberapa bulan lampau. pehtu i read on this "datin" blog pasal d same issue yg dok cakap "It wouldn't work. We like the same things. We want the same things. Our life would be so dull!"