abhorred the way I kept my breaking heart hidden from your eyes, I watched as you layed your head in her arms, and your heart
purred the way a kitten purrs when it feels so safe. Oh so
ugly when you'd lift me up to spin me, but only because she was
near-otherwise you
couldn't care less
hating myself, but hating you more
i kept it all from you, you seemed
not to notice anyway...
troubled waters never seemed too far away...
holding on to what little I still had of you-
eclipsing the love right out of our lives, we'd never
grown so far apart,
unhappy just doesn't cut it, and I'm
tired.
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