i sometimes ask myself if your frequent checking of messages at facebook is because of me, that you care & wanna check my status evry now & then or is it because you wanna delete my messages. i actually dunno what to think, or what to say. i sometimes wish we had met in a different time, in a different circumstance, in a different set up. i just wish i have the guts and strength to ask you what you really feel for me ....