Life in the learning lane....

Posted on 1/12/2009 at 2:19 PM - 0 Comments - Post Comment - Link

Wow what an exciting and somewhat overwhelming few days it has been. We have 2 new princesses in the family, which is so wonderful. Iam anxious to be able to help these  young ladies learn and grow in their journey of submission. On the otherhand, it puts alot of pressure on me to be the best teacher that i can be... Wow!!!

Iam feeling that i now have to be in constant communication with Master and our communication is so iffy most of the time... Our text messaging is hit or miss most of the time and that is so frustrating for me.  I dont want to be a burdon on him so i try to figure things out on my own, but in reading the submissives creed, i know that i must communicate with Him at all costs or take the chance of failing, not only Him but the princesses as well. I will speak to him of my concerns and hopefully he will understand where iam coming from. I have a responsibility to these women as much as he does, they have put their total faith and trust in him and the family and we must take care of their needs and desires and see that they are cared for and loved. Another reason for my anxiety. I know iam not the Master, but as the queen i do have responsibilities to the well being of these women. I take that very seriously. One bright note, it is helping me grow and become a better person. I love my life, i would not trade it for anything in the world. I have the best man i could ever hope for, he is kind, loving, tender, strong, intellegent, sweet, funny, and so much more... I love him more then  he will ever know... He is my everything... i am truly blessed to have him in my life. I couldnt imagine my life without him. To you Master i give my mind, heart, body and soul. I have complete trust in you. I love You, Master. I love You Kim.

Thoughts & Feelings

Posted on 1/12/2009 at 9:57 AM - 0 Comments - Post Comment - Link

Today is the first entry to my new online journal. Many thoughts and feelings running amuck. First and foremost, I love You Master. It fills my heart with joy knowing that i belong to You and i am loved and protected. i have never felt more at peace in my life.  There are little twinges of doubt i guess, in talking with the princesses, they both stated how 'magical' their meeting was with you... i didnt and still dont feel that magic, is there something wrong with me??? I do know that my love is strong and deep. i would lay my life down for you. i feel truly blessed to have you in my life as my Master and as my man. You have helped me grow and become a better person, i have learned so much and will continue to learn and grow.

Another thing, i am happy that the family is coming together. finding the right people has been a challenge. i was disappointed that Janet didnt work out, maybe it was me being selfish, but i felt a real connection with her and i wanted her to be a part of the family. it just wasnt meant to be. 

i am excited that Kat and Kelley are coming in together, they will feel more comfortable in opening up and sharing themselves with Master and myself.  Princess lulu is in Norway and will be an online submissive to the Master and Family. Altho she said she will travel to the USA at least once during the year. There is one more princess that is in the dungeon with Master. There may be others but this is who he has told me about. This is just my opinion but i think this should be all we bring in at this time, i feel we need to build a strong foundation with these people and let the love flow naturally.

Family and home life... Well Jeremiah is growing like a weed. He is such a joy... I love him to death... my little baby boy... Ashley is just Ashley.... still thinking the world revolves around her and her needs... The baby is growing and is healthy thus far... due date is April 23, 2009... Jeremiah will be a big brother and isnt even 2  yet... Randy and Keesha have moved in with Tiff and our house is empty... I need to get things in order, so we dont get kicked out of the trailer park... I dont want to let just anyone move into the house... so it will remain empty, for the time being... The rest of my kids are doing well...

My life is good and i am truly happy. Thank you to the creator for the many blessings in my life.