Life in the learning lane....

Posted on 1/12/2009 at 2:19 PM - Post Comment

Wow what an exciting and somewhat overwhelming few days it has been. We have 2 new princesses in the family, which is so wonderful. Iam anxious to be able to help these  young ladies learn and grow in their journey of submission. On the otherhand, it puts alot of pressure on me to be the best teacher that i can be... Wow!!!

Iam feeling that i now have to be in constant communication with Master and our communication is so iffy most of the time... Our text messaging is hit or miss most of the time and that is so frustrating for me.  I dont want to be a burdon on him so i try to figure things out on my own, but in reading the submissives creed, i know that i must communicate with Him at all costs or take the chance of failing, not only Him but the princesses as well. I will speak to him of my concerns and hopefully he will understand where iam coming from. I have a responsibility to these women as much as he does, they have put their total faith and trust in him and the family and we must take care of their needs and desires and see that they are cared for and loved. Another reason for my anxiety. I know iam not the Master, but as the queen i do have responsibilities to the well being of these women. I take that very seriously. One bright note, it is helping me grow and become a better person. I love my life, i would not trade it for anything in the world. I have the best man i could ever hope for, he is kind, loving, tender, strong, intellegent, sweet, funny, and so much more... I love him more then  he will ever know... He is my everything... i am truly blessed to have him in my life. I couldnt imagine my life without him. To you Master i give my mind, heart, body and soul. I have complete trust in you. I love You, Master. I love You Kim.