I miss you so much that it hurts...

Every now and then
We find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
But part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there
Forever more a part of me
You're everywhere
I'll always care

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

And I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you
I'll be standing by your side in all you do
And I won't ever leave
As long as you believe
You just believe

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way
This way

Im jealous of a girl whom I never really met and I am so selfish wanting you all for myself. It has been two days since I last saw you and we've been together. Right now I can honestly say that I'm badly missing you and it hurts. I'm wishing for you to come back and stay with me. I care so much about you and all I want to do is be with you; but that can never happen for I know you love me less. What can I do if you just think of me as your second option, second best, second choice... All I can do is to keep on dreaming that someday we can be together. For now I will just keep you in my mind and in my heart and let no one but me know that you exist. I hate myself for feeling this way... Maybe tomorrow I'll learn how to control my feelings but right now all I know is that I love you...

*I'll never love again and this is how it ends*

Just one kiss on my lips was all it took to seal the future. Just one look from your eyes was like a certain kind of torture.

Once apon a time there was a boy and there was a girl. Just one touch from your hands was all it took to make me falter.

Forbidden love..Are we supposed to be together??

Just one look from your face was all it took to change my feelings. Just one word from your mouth was all i needed to be certain. Once upon a time there was a boy and there was a girl. Their hearts intertwined. They lived in a different kind of world..

Forbidden Love...

Just one kiss..Just one look..Just one touch..Forbidden Love..Are we supposed to be together?

I want to seal our destiny forever..

I'm not the kind of girl who likes to tell the world about how I am feeling. I take time in making up my mind. I don't want to fight against the tides. I don't trust on people that easy. But it all changed when I met you...

Once in this lifetime I met you. Someone that I never thought that I will love this way. You inspire me with your wisdom and you give me hope when I'm down. You are now a big part of my life. A chapter that I wish would never end. I am certain that in my heart you will forever remain.

If you leave me I will understand because you are my soulmate and I will never get mad at you. There are so many things that I want to do with you. So many memories I want us to share. There are times that I just want to see you and hold your hand just for me to know that you are real. I want to spend time with you just talking and laughing. I want to spend my time walking on the beach, I want to eat when you are around, I want to see the stars with you and there are a million other things I could think of doing with you.

When you feel uneasy I want to comfort you. I want to kiss you gently when you feel sad. I want to embrace you tightly just so you know that my heart beats your name and that I am always here for you. You are someone who is sweet and your love is pure. Your charm calms all my worries away. 

But even if it's so simple still we can't be together. So I am just writing these to let you know how special you are in my life. There are times when I dream that you will come and take me into your arms. But I know that it's impossible so I just dream among my million dreams. For you I will always dream. I will always close my eyes and wish on stars. I will keep on dreaming to make our love alive and hope that someday I can hold your hand and proudly say that you are mine...just mine...

From a distance, I whisper your name slowly... I love you, my bestfriend my soulmate...

Why can't we just have what we really want in life? I have been blessed with so many wonderful things. Things not most people have. I have been given great opportunities in life and with that I am very thankful. Right now I am wishfully hoping and praying to have you. I know that someday when the time is right and with God's will that I will have you. I've been through a lot of medication and I have endured much pain just to see you. I am not complaining and I will endure the same pain again and again if that is the only way for me to conceive. For you, I am willing to endure all the pain in the world. I will not get tired of waiting even if it takes forever. I will try my best to be patient; I will not get annoyed and upset in waiting.

My soulmate once told me that he is positive that you will come into my life, and with that I should be patient in waiting for you. He told me about the clam principle wherein I am the half of the clam and he is the other half; and that he is willing to take and share the pain and discomfort that I am feeling because of the fact that he loves me and you. And while waiting for our precious pearl to arrive we are willing to endure all pain just so we could have you. And everyone will be so happy and I will be the happiest person when you arrive. Baby, I will never get tired of waiting.

From the moment I could walk every step I took was s step towards finding you... You came into my life unexpectedly and you caught me off guard. I give my 100% trust on our relationship and my love for you is unconditional. I never asked anything from you but your love and your honesty.

Never did I expect that you will love me the way that I love you. I see you as my partner in life eventhough the two of us cannot possibly be together in this lifetime. I treasure you as my soulmate and my bestfriend. You are the one person in this world whom I can share my deepest thoughts with. Baby, you are someone whom I feel I have a deep connection with.

Finding true love is really hard. It sometime takes a long time for someone to find that one true love and when you get the chance to find it maybe it's too late. All my life my mind is filled with the mystery of who my true love is. I am married and so are you. We both have our own families. With that, I keep asking myself why am I wanting something that I know I cannot possibly have.

My belief is that love is 100%. 50% for you and 50% for your partner, and it has to happen at the right time and at the right place for it to work. When I met you my belief changed for our love did not happen at the right time because both of us are already committed. Our love did not happen at the right place because I am presently your teacher and you are my student and I should know better that what we have is not right for some people. One thing I know about our love is that it happenned with the right person and that is YOU.

I don't care about our present situation because when I'm with you all I care about is that precious time for it is not everyday that we can be together. At the end of the day I thank God for giving you to me. It does not matter that we're both unavailable. What matters is that you and I both know that we have this special bond and that we love and respect each other. Before I go to sleep and when I wake up in the morning I thank God for letting me find one crazy guy who loves me, makes me laugh with those silly things, and values me like I'm one precious gem...and that crazy guy is YOU. The truth is that I really don't know if what we have is true love or just some sort of infatuation. But still here I am willing to take my chance and willing to sacrifice all that I have for that one special chance.

You want to know why I see you as my soulmate? It's because eventhough I am a woman of reason I still believe in fairy tales and in happy endings. And I want our story to have a happy ending better yet I don't want our story to end. I know that it's silly but  I always look for signs and wish on stars in things that I do. When I've grown to love you I noticed little signs and I can't believe it at first but still they are there and I can't help but notice. Ordinary things become extra special moments when I am with you.

All I want to say is that I love you and what we have right now is all that matters to me. I don't care if you love me less or if your love for me is just 1%. Baby, I'm not asking anything from you... I just want you to be happy... 

I dont know why i miss you all the time. We talk on the phone for hours, we exchange texts regulary and we even chat the whole day, still i miss you. Now you have become a big influence in my life. I value our friendship and I love you honestly. Everytime I see you in school all i want to do is skip class and be with you. I know this may sound like I'm addicted to you but perhaps I am.

All I know is that I love being with you. Eventhough spending time with you means being really careful and going to places where people won't notice us. I know that what we are doing is dangerous both on our parts but still I become careless when I'm with you for I feel safe in your arms. I know that nothing will happen when I'm with you. When we are together nothing is impossible.

We do crazy things and things only the two of us can carry well. Making love with you is something really special to me just for the fact the i love you dearly. I dont care whether we do it in the parking lot, inside the car or inside a room just as long as I am doing it with you. It's not about doing it but doing it because we love each other and that is something really special. I will never forget the time we went on the mountain just so we could be together. Everything was dark and all I could feel was our bodies becoming one. The only light was the moon and the stars', it's lilke they were watching us making love and we just don't care about anything and that all we wanted to do is for the time to stop even for a while just so we could be like that forever.

In the coldness of the night we made love and everything was perfect(eventhough I got sick the following day and you had your back pain!!!) Before I forget while we were doing it aside from the heavens someone was watching us; I think they are people who live there and eventhough we were aware that they can see us we just didn't care... iluvyu baby...

10 Things(and more) We Must Do Together...

      1)      Go to mass together"¦ (ah cyemps simpleng kakilala dapat tayo pero pag greetings na kiss sa pisngi.)

2)      Watch movies regularly"¦ (kailangan di corny nood natin and make sure na may quality ung movie..kasi mawewaste lang time natin; pwede kiss, hipo, pisil wag lang obvious)

3)      Kumain together sa lahat ng places dito"¦(kahit saan basta carry ang food; basta may budget)

4)      Shower in the rain"¦(yan kailangan natin ng contact sa pagasa; by june pwede)

5)      Watch sunrise"¦ (ay nko magagawa natin yan pag may field trip uli po; maaga tayo nun so kailangan may coffee tapos magkatabi tayo tipong may nakabalot na blanket.)

6)      Tumaya sa lotto (",)"¦ (yan taya tayo minsan..bigay ka 3 # tapos 3# sa akin tapos taya tayo for one week un.)

7)      Magpalengke together"¦ (ok ganito budget ka 300 sa food yayain natin sila nun tapos pili ka menu mo nod kami luto ka.)

8)      Shower together"¦ ( dila panghilod po.)

9)      Stay inside a room for a day"¦(no condom policy tayo; just be gentle pero mega hard sa huli; 2 hours minimum per session po; pwede magkwento mang boladas pero dont stop pumping.)

10)  Gimik together"¦ (always stay at my side; ung saktong sweetness di mahalay.)

11)  Make our journal"¦ (sa akin ung may manilyn reynes kaya romnick.)

12)  Tattoo na super tiny"¦ (na tayo lang meron nun; object not name.)

13)  Mag-ipon for emergency"¦(50 pesos malapit sa katotohanan; 500 pesos; kung wala hawakan mo muna; tapos pag di nagastos di bili tayo gamit natin ung pareho tayo meron po; tapos mag invest tayo nun.)

14)  Make our bestfriend-soulmate contract"¦ (dapat make a contract..written din tapos sign tayo by our blood; oo meron ka ngaun right gamitin mo na un pwede na.)

15)  Akyat sa bubong at tingin lang sa moon and stars"¦ (dapat alert si superman.)

**Actually madami pa pong wala sa list like ung nagsayaw kami sarap talaga... luvyu po...

I had a discussion with a friend of mine about one particular insane ex-girlfriend that she has to deal with. It got me pondering deep questions like, what is wrong with these women?!
at one time or another, you are bound to date a guy who still has, to be all ghetto, with his ex. I mean, starting a new relationship is difficult enough without an insane ex in the picture. No wonder so many relationships never survive past a couple of months.

SO WHEN CAN YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF THE PSYHO EX-Girlfriend?
***I made a list. haha. like i always do!

1. When you sign up on Friendster, you automatically search for your ex-boyfriend's page. When you find it, you methodically click on every single name on his Friends List and target every single girl/guy, who you suspects is now "getting it on with him."

2. When you begin your MISSION: RECAPTURE by posting on your Friendster page hundreds of pictures of yourself looking all HOT and BOTHERED. Or if you wanna go commando, you can play the jealousy game by putting up pictures of you and your ex together to get his new girlfriend/boyfriend all jealous.

3. When u describe your ex-bf to everyone, don't forget to use phrases like "he said i'm the only girl he'll ever love" or "his mom would always tell him he would be a fool if he ever let me go."

4. When you start posting pictures of yourself, holding a sign that says "where is the child support money?" or "our children miss you,

5. When you leave comments on his current girlfriend's profile page that says something to the effect of "TYPE PAGE! HE DOESN'T LOVE YOU! HE LOVES ME! COMMENT BACK!"

6. Lastly, you can consider yourself a full-pledged stalker psycho ex-gf when u don't even want your ex back anymore but u still harrass him and his gf anyway because it gives u a good laugh.

The good thing is that I don't have an ex! So that means I won't be bothering girls around. Just don't be messing around with my man! (hahaha!)
***I think i got it down. If i missed anything. Let me know...

My Promise To You

I commit myself to our partnership. I promise to comfort you, to encourage you in all walks of life. I promise to express my thoughts and emotions to you and to listen to you in times of joy and in times of sorrow. I love you and you are my closest friend-my bestfriend and my soulmate. I will share my life, and all that I am with you.

Now we feel no rain for each of us will be shelter to the other. Now we feel no cold for each of us will be warmth to the other. Now there is no more room for loneliness for we will comfort each other. In sickness I will nurse you. In health I will encourage you on your path. In sadness, I will help you to be happy. In happiness, I will be there to make memories with you.

When you need someone to encourage you, I want it to be me. When you need a helping hand, I want it to be mine. When you have something to share, share it with me. Though life may not always be as perfect as it is at this moment, I promise to keep my love as pure as it is today. I promise to be there for you in laughter and tears, in sickness and in health, in comfort and in fears, and in poverty and in wealth.

I know that our love is heaven sent, and I promise to be there for you from this day forward, come what may. We have already been through a lot together, and I believe that God is preparing us for this moment and for our future together as bestfriends and soulmates. I promise to keep the good memories alive.

From this moment I take you as my bestfriend and my soulmate. I pledge to respect and love you through our journey together. With every beat of my heart I will love you, this is my solemn vow.

I will start by saying that this is one of the most predictable horror movies i have EVER seen in my ENTIRE life. I knew exactly everything that was going to happen in this movie because it is one of the most stereotypical and flawed movies ever made. The horror sequences are able to be seen from miles away which makes them bland and extremely stupid. The director of this movie did a horrible job because every scary sequence was predictable. It even seemed as if the director himself, knew that they were all predictable, so he decided to make the LOUDEST NOISES POSSIBLE to try and scare the audience, like when a crow crashes into a window it makes the noisiest sound of both the bang and the crow screaming. The only half way decent part of this movie was the fact that I am with someone who i dearly treasure. Actually it was really never about the movie but it was a happy time spending it with someone close to me and it's just US having a good time and spending our very few stolen moments.

I just have to warn you not to go see this movie unless you're with someone special...You have been warned!

10 Things I Love About You - karen

1.) Your smile. One smile and my day is complete.
2.) Your sense of humor, you can make me laugh even when I feel like crying.
3.) The way you kiss & hug me, I always feel safe in your arms.
4.) The way you look, so many girls will want to trade places with me just so they could have you.
5.)All the little things you do for me, like carry my things, text me all the time, chat with me for hours" these simple things they   make me want to be with you all the time.
6.) The way you make love, I can always feel how close we are.
7.) How compassionate you are, you can care for those who can not care for themselves.
8.) Your faith, you never doubt God or His actions.
9.) Your support in everything I do, sometimes you have faith in me when I dont trust myself
10.)The way you make me feel"I always feel the luckiest girl when Im with you"

More Than 10 Things I Love About You (peter) 

 1. un ang nararamdaman ko

2. un ang paniwala ko

3. umaasa ako na totoo un

4. un ang sabi ng puso ko

5. lagi ka nasa isip ko

6. lagi kita hinahanap

7. pag gising ako namimis kita

8. pagtulog ko kaw huli nasa isip ko

9. pag gising ko naalala kita

10. pag naririnig ko boses mo bumubuti pakiramdam ko

11. mabait ka

12. masiyahin

13. maganda

14. sexy

15. may takot sa diyos

16. maalalahanin

17. Sweet

18. May concern sa kapwa

19. malawak ang pang unawa

20. at kasi mahal na mahal mo rin ako