Here is the low down on the whole me and RB (which is easier to remember then STBEX, right?)

We work together and I had just got out of the life where a good time was trying to kill me. Ri and Kel (the girls from work) thought it would be a good time to try to hook up the "young" people at work and that it would help me get over the whole "The man almost tried to kill you" thing going on in my life. (And to give props to my girls, they really thought they were doing a good thing.) Well, I am the open, honest type from the begining so I told him from day one "I am sick, I am trying to focus on getting my kids home and I am not looking to be in a relationship. I DO NOT WANT TO BE A GIRLFRIEND." Pretty blunt, right? Well in my life I always end up with the crazies so apparently not blunt enough.

He starts coming around everyday. I mean we work together and then he is beating me to my house when we get off from work. He starts staying around for hours after work and bringing "stuff" here. Now not like clothes but beer. Which means he plans on coming back. Then he wants to start saying things like "When I ask you to marry me..." (I am still married toEXH) or he would just come over with the intention of staying all night. It was creeping me out. Now I mean this in a nice way but I am too cute for him so then I started realizing I was being used as the "look at what I got" person, which made me uncomfortable. On top of that, he is country, which I am far from. Then he would push buttons or pick fights at the wrong times, like when I had just got back from seeing my kids. He would want me to go to group things with his friends when I would just want to sit at home and cry. I just started feeling like he wasn't this nice guy. He was pushy and spoiled. Well on top of that he has a disfingerment (lol) which was fine but he made it into a way to get what he wants. I am crazy but I don't use it to get what I want. His family always babied him because of his "little" problem (not that Lil one).

Ok well on July 3 I started trying to back away from him...so ya know what he does? On July 4 he falls into a fire and burns his chest and stomach. Well anyone who knows me knows I will automatically get the guilt thing, so then I had to jump right in and take care of him. Which he milked for all it was worth.First he was too drunk so why was he near a fire? And this happens at his mom's so why wasn't someone watching the idiot? But anyways, now I am stuck because I can't leave an injured man, can I? And I know I am going to hell, but what is the time limit you have to stay after someone burns themself?

Ok then the incident from the last blog happens a couple of days ago. Then yesterday I realized he had went to work and told people

1. He had to buy food for us because there was no food in our house. There is no food in our house because we don't cook. We microwave orr we go out to eat. Who wants to cook for one after working 10 hours? Not these girls, that's who!

2. He's telling people he is looking for a place to move us all in to. I am not moving in with him. Ri, I and the babes are getting a bigger place. Not him.

3. He is telling people I am his girlfriend. Well refer back to begining when I said "I DO NOT WANT TO BE A GIRLFRIEND!"

 I got to get out of this. So today I am going over to talk to him. I have to fix this and now before it gets too much farther. Then I am going to quit my job and change my name. After that I guess I need to move to a new town. Well there is the extent of what I am doing with RB. HELP PLEASE....