Well things have come to a head in the EXH dilema. He is downloading kiddy porn and now is gonna go to jail. I have mixed emotions about the situation due to the fact of Jay. One father in jail in this family is enough. Well at least at one time. The biggest problem I am having is that I warned everyone for years that he was messing with these young girls and now people are just starting to believe me. But it puts a whole new spin on the divorce/custody thing! That is sad but it is going to be used to my advantage in that aspect because I know there is no way my baby girl is going back there ever.

The other down side to this is trying to get my kids to understand what has happened and what he did wrong. I worry that they aren't going to understand. Why is being a mom got to be so hard all the time?