For some people who need some advice though they didn't ask for it (I don't have to be asked):

 I love you and I know you have your own reasons for doing things. I do not think you have the power to make others feel things, that is always going to be their own choice. You can try to make people happy all day long and they will always only be happy if they are happy from the inside out. The same for love... they have to love themself first before they can love you. Don't take the blame if you aren't loved in the way you want to be. Each person is fighting their own demons...some you can see, some you can feel and some are just invisible even to the person who is trying to work through them. Always love your baby first, yourself second and everyone else last. The people who truely love you will be able to understand that and the ones that can't might not have loved you anyways.

Some more advice you didn't ask for.... You may not know ever why you are where you are or what you are doing, but give it time and work through it. In time it will show itself for what it really is. You don't always have to be positive but try to once in a while because looking at the bad all the time gets pretty dark (trust me I stay there in the dark) And some of the best things in the world end up being the hardest things to get to. But when you get there, the work you put into it makes it a lot better. Also the things you don't have aren't always better than the things you do so don't look for the greener grass. Just because it is greener doesn't always mean it is grass. It could possibly be a a lot of green weeds growing.

One last thing before I go... it takes a lot more strength to hold things in then just let them out and deal with them. Let the people who love you hold you up when things get bad because they will need you to be strong enough to hold them up when things are hard for them. (Ok that is one I should listen to also...but this is about you not me.)