I have so many problems with this boy who won't go away that this may take a while....go on and get a Dew and just read.

RB is a regurgitator....he has no independant thought of his own. Anything that gets said is just a remake of something he has heard somewhere and once you get to know him and the people around him, you can even pick out from which person his comment, though or random regurgitation came from.

To top this off, he is two-faced BAD!!! I don't mean that nice to be polite because he has to but ya know he doesn't really like you. I mean he is a flip-flopper who likes you depending on who is around. He is like this about people (ones he knows and ones he doesn't) places, and things. I can not stand this because I am opinionated and tend to make it known if I don't like you and I stick to my own opinions if I feel they are right. I don't flip because you may not like what I think. I don't care becasue at least I am still true to myself.

He is also one of those people who has to do things to prove a point, even if it is a bullshit point. I am that same way to extent but only if called out. Like, for example, we are in the KFC and he has to be all over me to prove I am "HIS" and I can let him do this. But don't try to bring me down just to prove I am yours and that you have control me. He wants to say "If you go to sleep 'fore I show up I just go to my other girlfriend's house." So I am like "By all means go! 'Cause what makes you think when I wake up I am not gonna go to my other girlfriend's house?" Now that wasn't to be mean... it was more that he was trying to make me do what he wants because his boys where there and I just wanted to tell him that he isn't the only one with those options.

Anyways I am way off track.... the point is I was gonna tell ya how yesterday went with him and why the neighbors thought I was gonna kill him right there in the front yard.... so here is the whole story

He comes through the fence, at which point my pit starts just loving all on him. Sai and I are outside, playing with her, so we have her a lil hyped up. He plops his ass downand right there says this to my dog

RB: Take your whoring ass and go find a boyfriend.

Well this won't have made me mad if it weren't for the fact my son is sitting right there listening to him. I tell Nick to go in the house to get some shoes on and then tell RB to watch what he says in front of my kid. I am still being nice about it until he says

RB: What I meant to say was go out and find a whore...

and he turns and smiles at me like "There is that better?" and right at that moment it took all I had in me not to just punch him in the mouth (but trying to be civil because the kid will be back any second). Instead I gave him the "Don't want to push it today look" thinking he will get the point to back off. But not this boy...oh no he has to push. The next thing I know he says

RB: Cheer up or I'm a whoop you

Now I knew this was a joke but ya can't say that to someone who hasn't slept in a few days and just came out of an abusive relationship. This statement causes a whole nother thing...and remember he may have been at my house a total of 15 seconds now...so here is how the next part goes

K: Honey ya ain't big enough...

RB: I would have you pinned down in the yard

K: Yeah and then I would get mad

RB: Yeah and then you would cry

And there was the button....people this girl right here don't cry. I mean the ex broke my ribs, bruised every inch of my body and degraded me in ways even I didn't know was possible and all I could do was say to the boy "So ya feel like a big man cause ya can whoop on a 100 pound girl." Even after I left, there were no tears. I get mad, I get crazy which means being a smartass or laughing while I am fighting back. So here is what I say

K: Nah I ain't gonna cry. See that stick (the spike that the dog is chained to)? It'll be in the middle of your back.

and I said it serious as hell because I was. At which point, he backs down and goes "Don't get mad baby I was just kiddin." At this point, Sai is coming back out wearing boots, baggy pants and a wife-beater, looking like a lil hood. I was amused but RB can't leave well enough alone...

RB: Ya look like eminem

Sai: I like eminem and this is how my daddy dresses

RB: Eminem is white trash and doesn't have any good messages

...to which this momma lost her mind....

K: Bub go out in the yard (to Sai). (To RB) You are white trash but I don't hear anyone complaining and you have a sticker on the back of your truck that says "Your girl talks in her sleep" so good message?!

RB: Well I didn't think you would want to raise your kid like that....(BUTTON 2)

K: First of all these are my kids and I'll raise them how I want. If he wants to be that then I am all for that, at least he is true to himself. (At this point I am yelling at him) Second, I won't have a man who walked out on the kid who thought of him as daddy judging my kids' daddy.(Like I care about the EXH, right?)

RB: I didn't mean anything bad...I listen to eminem (flip-flop right there) sometimes.

K: Eminem and Nick at least know who they are. They aren't two faced. (and knew I had hit the button)

RB: Are you calling me two faced?

K(so calm you might almost think I am being nice): You are what you think you are

at this point Sai says...

Sai: It's ok mom

And it was over but boy I was hot...