I know that I spend the first entry most of the time getting myself and those around me (or reading this) prepared for what is going to be coming up in the posts ahead. It is sort of a table of contents of the day, if you will. I just like for everyone (actually more for me, I need to be orginized in everything) to feel like they know what is coming up and where I am going with the whole thing. Just like, right now I do not know why I feel the need to explain myself and the things I do but for some reason it is important that I tell people what is going on in my life, head, or heart.

Anyways in the last few days there has been a lot of DDDRRRRAAAAMMMMAAA so there will be a lot of posts. Oh so sorry to have to send it out in the world like that but I ain't keepin the shit. I don't want it or need it so fuck it. Here it is...