9/25/2006
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At 9:07 a.m....
| My baby girl got on a bus and went off to start her new life in the world of school. This is one of many journeys in her life she is going to take without me and I am unsure if I am ok with it. I mean, it is a prime example of why I have an attachment disorder. I can't get my mind around the fact that everything we love will eventually move on to better things and they will go without us. I am happy for her and she was so excited that she is a big girl...slowly moving on to the wonderous things her big brother does. But it is my last baby and I am unsure how to stay happy for her. I am trying to smile and let go of her hand but it wasn't possible to do it as easy as I origionally thought it would be. I was sure it would be no big deal but I was very very wrong. The only way to do it that simple is to not have any emotions I guess. Anyways Congrats Birdy!!! Mommy is os proud of you and I am sure hoping you have the best first day of your life. I love you babe... |
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