9/28/2006
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Thought I was normal...
but that ain't happening. I got two full nights worth of sleep and then it went right back to the whole thing of getting a few hours here and there. I may very well have fucked myself by sleeping during the day yesterday but it was much needed after the incident the day before. (I'll post it in another entry in a minute.) The biggest problem I have right now is knowing I am tired but I just lay there tossing and turning around for hours before I can ever get comfortable and then it is a whole other hour of laying still before I fall asleep. That makes it so welcome when I do finally fall asleep but it makes me cranky up to the point that I do. It is just too hard to sleep. I am going to just give up on it until I get my sleping pills in a few days. Then I know I will crash because that is all these drugs are used for. I know I know I am randomly bitchin about my life but if I don't who will? I don't see anyone around defending me (with maybe the exception of Aar but he is infatuated, so I am sure he doesn't really count!) so I must defend my bitchiness all by myself. |
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