10/16/2006
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Amusement runs high, energy runs low...
The kids are home again and back off to school today. I thought it was bad when they left but I had no idea how hard it was gonna be until they got home. Ri was out doing the... well I am not sure what to call it....the baby thing with the girlys from the J.O.B. and I was left at home to get the kids by myself (which also meant having to deal with the Ledlows) and I thought in the half hour span of time I was gonna lose my mind and have a complete nervous breakdown. It was almost like I had suddenly forgot how to be a parent or person in general. The stress of having to be "RESPONSIBLE" and be the one in charge was a cross a lil too heavy to bear for a brief moment. I was sure I was gonna utterly ruin the children before someone came in to help relieve some of the stress. How sad is that? I have been a parent for so long that you would think I could do it while asleep (and normally I can) but for that split second that one day, it was like I forgot everything I know about being a parent. I was lost!!! Luckily for all involved, it only took a half hour to get it back under control and remember all the years of training. I got them to come watch a movie with me and we hung out. Suddenly I AM BACK BABY!!! I got this...(I just thought it was a breakdown...it was really the mommyphobia.) All in all I didn't mess the kids up and we have all made it to Monday without too many problems...kudos to me for sure! |
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