10/19/2006
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So I did an uh oh
I know that the first step to recovery is to admit you have a problem. The problem with that is it is so hard for people in general to ever admit they are wrong. I mean it is like admitting to not being perfect. Who would outwardly do that for no reason? I guess so people do, I am just not one of them. I slipped for the last few days adn I am not going to get into details but it wasn't the best thing in the world for me to do. Now I am kinda miserable at the whole thing and really just don't wanna be like this anymore. The funny thing about the situation (ya know I am always lookin for the funny) is that once I hit this new all time low, I suddenly got concerned with being healthy. I mean wanting to cut back on Dew (I know no one have a heart attach) watching the things I eat a lot better and trying to not put as many damn chemicals into my body. It can cause a girl stress to take on so many good things all at once. Damn, one minute I am killing brain cells like I got plenty the spare but at the same time I am gonna put good things into my body so my kidneys don't fail. Go figure, right? That is just abnormal!!! |
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