11/14/2006
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Ooopppssss
I am guessing that in life I am pulling some of the ultimate no no's but at this point I am not sure that I care. I mean there are only so many things that you can do in your life to make others happy before you implode and realize that if you are so unhappy making others happy that it may not be the right thing to do, right? To clarify...I love you guys but um not my mistakes.... you dug the hole and me trying to get you out of it is just pulling me in. What are we gonna do if we are all in the hole? Who is gonna be the responsible one and make sure we are at least keeping the kids out of it? Well at this point I am taking on that responsibility...the kids. I am going to keep their heads above the hole and I am gonna pass by the rest of you like I have no idea who you are. Ri has spent a lot of time telling me to cut that shit off and finally I am listening. If you don't cut off the infection, it keeps spreading and your whole body is infected. Well I am infected but I am cutting it off before it reaches my heart and kills me. Now this is not to say I am cutting off the important ones (you guys know who you are) but the ones that are disposable are out the dorr. I am at a point that I am melting down but I am loving my life for the first time in a long time. I am not gonna let someone else's opinion of me ruin who I have finally found myself to be. I am just not wanting to be in the box like I have always been. I am gonna be me...fuck 'em who don't like it....I like it and why does it matter you you anyways? Where were you when I asked for help or needed a hand? Not here so please don't bother to be now. You presence is unnecissary. Thanks but no thanks. |
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