4/29/2007
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The best and worst
I think the best thing of being in a relationship you are unsure of is that on the good days it can be the absolute best but then the bad days come around and it is actually the worst days you will ever have in your life. In the last few months I have had more than my fair share of both of them. I think at this point in this, all I want is for the bad shit to go away and the good stuff to stay around for a little longer. But if that can't happen then I want it all to go away. I just need the stress heartache and tears to just stop the fastest way possible. It takes too much out of me to wonder if he is telling the truth, sneaking around, or just using me to do the things he isn't capable of doing on his own. I can not work up the energy at any given time to care. ANd then to have his bitch say to me I am dead... well I am the one that carries a gun so let's see who goes first. Please don't mess with the crazy white girl...she cannot be held responsible for the things that she does. |
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