Now I am not gonna cry when typing this but I might cuss a lot so I am sorry. The only reason I refuse to cry is because it has been so long and I know things are fixing to get a lot better. Ok now let me tell you the story... At Christmas, Ignorant (yesss, that would be the ex-husband) decided he wanted the kids for the first time in 5 years.Well me being the great parent I am decided that if they wanted to go, sure, ok they can go spend the week with the Stupids'. Little did I know their plan or I would have never let them kids outta the house. They took off with them and I didn't hear from them for a month. I mean not telling me where my children were, not if they were fine or not, no call if my baby was sick. Nothing for a solid month. I was seriously sick over it. Then finally outta the blue I get a call from my son saying he misses me. At that point, the Stupids' decided to let me come see them. IT was right before my baby's birthday and they let me come hang for just a little while. It was great but when I left it was so bad. I had a complete breakdown. I have seen them a few times since then and even got them to come to the house for a weekend since then. Now the Ignorant is tired of playign daddy so he wants them to come home when school gets out. Who didn't see that fixing to happen...not as easy as you thought it would be, is it STUPID?! I told you I put a lot of effort into raising for the last 5 and 9 years. It isn't all fun and games. Yes it is great to have them but there are a lot of hard times too. He only has four weeks left to make it work, and then the kids will be home!!!
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