If it wasn't for the music in my life I think I would go even more crazy than I already am. I think that is the only reason that I can deal with living with a man that messes with the music all day and night. I just love to hear something that someone put effort into. I love feeling something due to the fact that I heard it. And my whole idea of what I love to listen to has changed so drastically in the last year. I have grown and expanded (ok that didn't sound good, but I meant it in the most adult way possible. I promise) in ways I never realized I would. I can listen to anything and find the amusement in it for real. Even rock music which isn't anything that I have listened to in years. But now I have learned how he can turn that around and make it into a beat that I will love. I mean how is that possible. Is it because I am so impressed with him? Does that make me a groupie of sorts? (Wait, don't answer that, please!) All I know is that I have spent all morning downloading music so that I got new shit to listen to. I have got a total of like 5 hours of sleep inthe last three days and I can't do anything but this for the most part. I am about the most unusual person that I know. One day I will wake up hating the world and the next day I wake up to the fact that everything is fine. I don't know what I am doing to myself. It is just a good time I guess.
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