I have to go again today and see about a job. This time I am thinking that we are going to go up to Nashville (or rather down) and see about of job today. It will not be to find a job that I want but one that will pay enough cash to take care of all the things that need to be taken care of right at the moment. Damn I hate my life. I just want to find something that I know I can do and do it for right now. I mean there is no point in trying to find a job that I am going to quit in two weeks because it makes me crazy. I don't want a job at a store doign like selling beer all day for the rest of my life. I want something that I really like to do and do it for as long as possible. And with the minimum wage wasn't such a joke!! Who the hell can live off of that for the rest of their life? Not me for one. I want to be better then the people I deal with. I am not trying to manage a Burger King for the rest of my life like the rest of these people I know. I just want to be better then them (which isn't a good thing either) but I feel like I should be better than that for sure. Let me take that back...not be better than them, just have a better job then they do. I want to work something I love to do without worrying about the things I am doing. I want a better job, not to make more money! I can make more money like it is nothing. That isn't what I want by any means. I went to through two years of college to work at a fast food place? No, not this girl. I am too cute for that if nothing else.
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