5/10/2007
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Three days and counting...
| So as of yesterday, we had made it through three days without one bad moment. (I take that back, kinda. I had a jealous moment and so did he in the last few days but nothing we didn't get under control quickly.) There hasn't been one fight or disagreement that wasn't anything we could take care of. It has been so good. M told him if he makes it through a week she will take him off the bad list and move him on to the good one. I am just hoping things are starting to get better for us. I am so sick of the non-stop arguements and sneaking and lying and ect.... This is almost a record in the last few months. I feel like maybe we should celebrate or something. How sad is that? But I am not pushing it because to me it is just more important we learn how to fit again or move on. To me, it is more important to move on if it isn't working so we can be friends than to ruin and tear us apart until it is to the point we hate each other. I watched him and N do that for so long that I am not thinking that is something I want to do again. It would be too much for me to think that I have ended up like her (not that she is a bad person all the time. They just weren't made for each other.) |
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