As I was reading back on the stuff I wrote, I thought it looked like I
might be angry...but to make sure all things are known (I like honesty
to the fullest) I am not mad. I have bad days where I wish for new and
better things to happen but overall, I am happy. I miss some of the
things that are normal for me to miss but I love bigger (and better )
than the majority of the people I know. I gave up on being mad. I mean
when you are hurt in the worst way possible ways in the span of a few
months, there is nothing left to be angry about. So for all of those
that know me, want to know me, or use to know me...I have moved on.
Hang on and ride with or bounce out and I'll roll by. Regardless, I am
not trippin on it or you. I love(d) you at one point or another, but I
am good now. I have found the good things I have been looking for for
the majority of my life and that makes me feel settled. I am not
grounded by any means, nor do I hope to ever be but I have settled into
being happy with me and the person that I am. I AM HAPPY!!!!!
So you don't like me, or it, so what? I'm not mad at you....I feel bad
for you and hope you get to a place where you are as content as me. But
until then...keep it moving.
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