In every situation, there are things I shouldn't say, know better than
to say or haven't said before so I don't know the consequences of
saying them. But me being me, for the most part, I like to try new
things, push the limit and say what ever will come naturally to me. So
when reading the last few posts I realized that the people who don't
know me all that well might get offended by what I have said, but the
ones who really know me will know I am just being the best possible me
that I can be. It is funny to know that there are people who keep
things a secret and walk around with things hanging over them, always
worried who will find out and who will be judging them. I don't care
who is judging who, as long as I am who I am regardless of the thoughts
of others. I mean what happens outside of my house is not under my
control and I can sit back and laugh at them. What happens in my house
are my problem which is why I keep things that are bad to a minimum
there. The rest of life is just a way to laugh and get through. I have
never been one to smoke weed but I can watch the ones who do with the
most enjoyment ever because I know what they feel. I have been high in
my life, I just choose not to anymore. So why judge those who still do?
I cannot judge anyone for their actions when I have my own foul actions
to worry about. Karma is a wonderful thing (not to say karma will get
you for smoking reefer) so it isn't on me to worry about the actions of
others. I say what I feel, think and see out loud because that is who I
am. I speak without judgement and usually with amusement. And as for my
bitches, they know who they are and they love it when I call them that.
My guy and my girl hear me say "Bitch please" so many times a day that
they have both picked it up. And the saying of the week is "Don't be
testing my gangster!" (that one's for you babe). Just know I am
out-spoken but I am a sweet person. I don't mean to offend. I just
refuse to not be me to please you. All are welcome in my life. I like
it to be as colorful as possible and with as many twists and turns as I
can keep up with. It makes it worth living everyday.
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