6/12/2007 - And he does it again
He didn't tell her flat out he has a girlfriend. I dunno what the big deal is with him stepping up for a minute then back tracking but in the over a year we have been doing this, he is killing me. I feel like it is time to make sure that the whole world (or at least the important ones) know what is going on for the sake of our relationship, not to mention my sanity. It is so pointless to try to make these people understand this though. It is hard to try to make common sense join with the people who are like water. It just slides right off of them. It won't make any sense to beat this in to them so I just leave it alone. I know that I love him and on most days I know that he loves me. That is what makes me stay up and be on top of these things. I am in charge of my own feelings and I am not about to let him be the one to break me down.

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6/12/2007 - and he does it again- but the world still spins
Posted by marisarose
My well what should we call him, boyfriend i guess, (But for some reason to me that doesn't explain our relationship.) has done the same thing in the past. Not told someone that I even exist and to him wasn't a big deal but to me it was. Having your partner, the person you love tell someone else that you exist makes it seem to us that we are more important then when they don't say anything. My boyfriend's excuse was that he wanted to keep me a secret so no one would steal me away- weird very weird I'll admit. Trying to get your relationship understood by someone who isn't part of it is extremely complicated and is made worse if there is a lot between you and the other person that you both want to keep to yourselves rather then tell the world all the details. The fact is in relationships somedays you want to run, some days you want to scream and somedays you just want to see that persons face at least once. Even if they don't express their love well (they maybe completely hopeless) if they love you in the bottom of your own heart you will know that they do no matter what actions they take.

I understand your relationship- even though I don't know you or your boyfriend I know the difficulties that you are feeling.

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