6/27/2007
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How much do you affect me?
Ummmm...lemme think about it for a second? What was I talking about? Oh yeah you....That's how forgetable you are. I forgot that quickly. I am really not worried about it or YOU. Life has way more "special" things than you and way more important dates than having to worry if you hate me. So what? You been hatin on me or towards me for as long as I can remember, so I am suppose to let it bother me now? Bitch please!!! I got my happy rolled up in small people and the big things they do. As for you...well baby keep it moving. I am happy without you. I am happy knowing I have moved past you. I am not above you. I am not below you. You do not lead nor do I follow. My happiness comes from me and my family not you and your ideas of me. Trust me I said it before....if you forgot go back and read it sweetie. I know how my life is and what happens in it. I know about my kids instead of them being an excuse. I don't have to use them to hurt people for what people do will come back on them all on their own. All I care about is if my children will hate me for what I take away from them or what I give them. All I care about is if they know I love them the best I could. All I care about is them knowing that money is paper and love is so much bigger so that they know not all the money in the world could control who got to see them. Once upon a time them things may have mattered but I am so much bigger than that now. As for my "boyfriend," are you mad that I can keep them interested for as long as I want and you can't keep one wanting you for a few months? Don't pull the trigger if ya don't know how it'll recoil. I know the truth of your shit. All you know of mine is what you make up in your head.... we can play russian roulette if ya wanna but my gun is bigger. It'll sting a little more. |
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