I don't want to be grown...so what did I do the other night? I go out
(in a gas station) and started spinning circles in the rain. IN THE
MIDDLE OF NASHVILLE NO LESS. But I am legal and wasn't drunk, so for
the first time all week I didn't have to worry about going to jail. I
just did what was strictly fun for me. And I loved every minute of it. So
this morning when I get up I did the same thing in the middle of the
living room. My girl's guy comes in from outside and see this. With the
weirdest look on his face, he asks if I am ok. I am like "Sure. Don't
you remember doing that as a kid?" My theory on it... You just forget
all the fun things from being a kid or you feel embarassed to do them
now because people will look at you funny. Why does that matter? I mean
at this point in my life I want to be me. I don't care to worry about
what others think of me... trust me, they are not paying my bills this
month. They probably aren't gonna be paying them next month either. And
if they are close enough to me that they might be, they know I am this
crazy so they only see this as a normal thing for me.
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