7/1/2007
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Grammy's Baby
| Here we go again. I was my grandma's baby for sure. Her birthday is on
the fourth, so yet again I made it through another year without her.
The thing is, it was easier this year. I realized I really don't care,
instead of the faking it like I usually do. I realized who my family
was and what it meant to actually have some. I realized that I am the
adult in my life (scariest realization EVER) and though I am not sure
yet I like it, I am definately coming to terms with it. I have found
that I can be as wild and crazy as I want. The ones who love me will
anyways and the ones who don't I'm not sure I really care what they
think. I found out I am a good mom even if I am not the most perfect
one. I found out that a lot of happiness is over-rated and that sadness
is good for the soul too. I found out running away doesn't mean leaving
the location you are at.Nad sometimes staying is a lot harder, but
better for you. The biggest lesson I think I learned this year is that
it is ok to love who you do without feeling guilty. That's just life
and it will be what it is suppose to be without your two cents by any
means.
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