We go to the fireworks last night and all I can think is that everyone
was not having a good time but me and my kids. Well and the man, but he
loves being like a kid again. I had a great time other than my belly
being an ass and having to wait so damn long for it to start feeling
better. It is still off today. We had all that time alone last night
and the only thing I could think to do with it was sleep. Not sure if
it was the pain meds or if it was the pain itself but I was gone as
soon as I laid down. Anyways, the kids were making her crazy and the
man was making the other one crazy. Between the other two females in my
life, I felt like I spent all night babysitting the two of them. It is
hard to be in charge of the adults all the time but I guess we all do
what has to be done. It just seems like if you aren't happy then maybe
you should move on to somewhere else and find your own happiness. Stop
waiting for it to fall into your lap because that isn't likely to
happen and if it does it probably isn't for real.
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