7/6/2007
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How bad am I?
I read something today and now I am super depressed. I am slacking in so many areas of my life and no matter how good I ma trying to do, I am failing. I do not blame this on anyone but myself. I should and most of the time do know how to do better but this time I am just lost. I wanna make the kids life the best as possible but I keep failing at it. I want ot love them and be the best mom in the world but I keep being told how bad I am at it. What do I do? How do I do the right thing? WHat the hell is the right thing? Everytime I have the kids I take them fun places and do fun things with them, but then the boy gets bored and he wants to be anywhere but here with me. How do I fix that? I couldn't afford it this time plus we have both been sick, so that weighs hard on us. I am not saying it is just that, but that is part of it. If I broke it and him then I want him to be where it is better for him. I just don't know how to do that or where that is. |
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