22 November 2008 - feeling
I know I should stop feeling. What with me fresh out of a relationship. But I can't help it.
I don't know if it because I am rebounding, or if it is because he is the only real man in my life right now, or if it is real feelings. He is taken and somewhat of a real taken. A "I've been in a relationshop for 3 years" kind of taken. True she lives in a different state and I see him everyday, but it is highly unlikely that anything would happen. Between him and her I mean, not him and I (that is out of the question, he wouldn't touch me even if he had to). I won't just give up the friendship I have with him, because it is a good one. But maybe it is just not healthy for me. The holiday will be good I think. Or maybe just really bad. It's not as if I would ever do anything, it is just so fucking annoying. Feelings are annoying. Grr.
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