26 November 2008 - wednesday
Or really early wednesday.
It is 2am. I've been at the hospital all day. He woke up after and it went good. I'm going back tomorrow after he gets taken out of intensive care. He looked so sick... I got really frightened and felt really faint and like I needed to throw up, I don't like hospitals..
I have my oral spanish exam tomorrow and am even considering just going in and telling her straight up that I can't speak it and she shouldn't waste her time. I didn't get to study at all today and can't now because I'm writing another e-report.. It's due at 9..
Right now I don't really care about my grades though. I'm way too stressed out. I didn't cry the whole time I was there, I needed to be strong for my sister. But I got home n broke down in my kitchen. Next door came over to cuddle me as I sobbed. I want him to get better...
I can't even think. I've taken those caffeine pills to keep me awake. They keep me awake but i swear my brain is asleep anyway.
Stupid.
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