6 December 2008 - Phew
Haven't written in awhile due mainly to the fact that my apple mac charger broke. I am yet to pay off the one I won on ebay. Fuck it.
I am in my final days of my last semester. I finish on the 13th, the day I leave for my trip to Bali. I have an exam tomorrow at 11 and am, as usual cramming away.... Uni is going fabulously. I am doing pretty good in my subjects (although I failed spanish because I didn't go to my final exam. long story).
I have been hanging out with upstairs a fair bit. I dont even understand why I like him, really. I just do. Really think nothing will ever happen between us but hey, who said liking someone wasn't fun...I see him everyday, it's fucking awesome. Next door is asleep in his bed near me, I was studying in his room. He says he loves me and wants me back, but further inspection of his mobile (hahahaha.old habits die hard) proved that he is getting his "g-up". I think that's what him and his mates call it anyway. SO YEAH, it is a strange and odd feeling seeing someone who is that close to you move on. Almost like a helpless feeling. Almost like when you see someone spill something, you can see it happen and maybe even saw it coming but can seldom do anything about it. Weird.
2 dudes are kinda into me at the moment. My ex, mr diplomat and one of my highschool friends, mr band. Mr diplomat and I dated in year 11 and I broke his heart over the phone after two months. Very nice guy. But is kind of boring..I love history and so does he, but I can harly date someone because I can have a discussion with them about what the americans did wrong in Vietnam. Plus, he never tried once to make a move on me. The most he tried was to hold my hand. But anyway, I ended it with him and he hated me for at least a year. But since my new singleness he has come back again. Recently told me that "my love for you is infinite" and "you take my breath away". Awesome.
Mr Band is a guy in my history class at school who was in the school band. Does heaps of pot and straightens his hair he never really talked to me at school. But he is now somehow friends with upstairs who mustve said something nice about me because everyday mr band asks to come over and hang out. Stange.
I'm not really interested in any of them so yeah.
dramadramadrama. or not.
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