19 January 2009 - oh the first day
So photography was very intense and frightening. Not only did everyone claim their cameras and their already gained knowledge on the subject of photography, but the lecturer put up a bunch of photographs taken by past students that were breathtaking. One past student hired a baby and a dark-skinned woman to be in her shot. Very intimidating. Made me wish I had listened to Dad all those years. You'd think I'd realise that I could be getting some good out of lugging his tripod around for him.
I forgot how much I despise a lot of the people at my uni... Everyone is so materialistic it's hilarious. I wonder sometimes why I am here, it is not as if I fit in or anything. Oh, and who knew you could do an actual bachelor's degree in photography? Weird.
Diplomat rang me a couple of times today and wrote me a text: "I'm watching the SBS news, what are you doing". Okay, not only did he text me to tell me he was watching the news, but he texted me to tell me he was watching SBS news. Uhh.
Lia has gone for a semi date with her friend, flurohatman. He wears a lot of fluro coloured hats... So I am at home, feeling very sick. I knew my lack of sicknessity in Bali was strange. Especially since everyone else in my family was sick. Dearrrr me, it seems I may be out for the rest of the summer.
And I will not mention "you know who" because I am trying to stop thinking about him and so not writing about him will keep me focussed into not focussing about him. Oh damn, he is so amazing. Arh. But yes, that's all I will say. There's nothing to say anyway though...Havn't heard from him today :'( Not that I really care anyway.
