20 January 2009 - I don't like pickles
And I have gotten myself into one very nicely.
As you know matt asked me to go to his place for a movie, and since Lia was out with her friend i decided to go. We watched 2 sci-fi movies (what is it with boys and sci-fi I don't know) and I fell asleep during the second one. When I woke up it was 230am and he was going to take me home... I had 9 missed calls from Lia and a text asking me where i was. Now, xman and Lia constantly told me last semester that my friendship with matt was not normal, that we were too close and every time I would hang out with him Lia would heckle me about it. So i decided not to tell her where I was. Especially since she had obviously rang xman about my absence since I had missed calls from him too... :( When I got home I snuck into my unit and tried to go to sleep. She started throwing things across her balcony onto mine.
One of the reasons I have loved moving out is the freedom I have gotten from my very strict mother and older sister. I had limits to the ammount of hours I could use my phone, the internet, i had a bedtime at 18 and wasnt allowed to go to boys houses. So imagine my anger when I had my best friend lecturing me on how late it was and where I was. Lia called xman, diplomat, her mother, everyone. Now, Lia is a very outgoing girl and there have been numerous times I have walked into her room to find her gone. We are both 20 and I never expect her to report to me her wearabouts. For her to expect me to is absurd and very annoying. I know that if she is not home she is out and will make it back fine.
So I walk into her room and make up this sob story about how my sister came and picked me up. She texts me later saying matt rang her and said he'd dropped me home. Nice. So now I have that explaining to do. Don't think I'll tell her I kinda like him. Uh, I hate awkward times when you've been caught lying. But I dont care, she is not my mother and yes, she cares about me, but I feel like she doesnt give me enough credit for surviving in this world this long. Damnit I have class with her tomorrow. I dont know if I will go :(
It's 421am and I have had no sleep and I have to wake up in 4 hours. I am so tired. ANd annoyed. And irritated. And uncomfortable.
I am not over reacting am I? I don't need her heckling me about my doings at night just as I don't heckle her about hers.
