22 January 2009 - Thursday Morning
Lia: I'm just going to put it out there... Have you been hooking up with Matt for the past 9 months??
So this started the wonderful conversation that ended with her finding out I like Matt. At first she didn't understand why him and I have been meeting up late at night for the past 9 months and why I was reacting so strangely to the conversation. But then she worked it out, she is a fairly smart girl, it wouldn't have been too hard. But she feels completely betrayed that I hadn't told her. "You havn't been giving me 100%". She still knows me more than anyone else but I do see where she is coming from. Oh dearr. I feel slightly relieved which is strange. Perhaps it is just the thing I needed, give me more flexibility for when I can see him since she knows.
Bandsie knows how to count cards and he is going to teach both Lia and I. The movie 21 has gotten us very addicted to blackjack (enough that I blew 250 at the casino the other night playing it. Oh, I know). And he happened to be our dealer that night. I think he is going to try for Lia.hahaha. Good luck?
I have class today and after I'm thinking of going to the chemist to buy tony's slimming stuff. I reeeaaaally want to lose some weight... Yes, I am your typical girl who worries that she is too fat. Sue me for living in this world.
